some.shitty.shit.shit.

I got this shit on my mind

And I can't always get it out

My words are there

But no fuckin' sound

*breathe

What do I say

Who do I say it to

When do I say it

And how do I say it..too?

The judgement holds me back

The look in their eyes

When I speak

And tell

What's on my mind

Do I talk

Do I shut up

Do I run and cry?

So many questions

And a yearning inside

To speak my RawwThoughts

To speak freely my mind

One day I'll share my truth

And swallow the pride

But until then I'll take

One step at a time to say some shit that's on my mind..

#RawwThoughts #Poetry #ChicagoPoetess